真心話大告白

台北的天已經亮了, 可是我還沒有睡覺. 我不是睡不著, 就只是還沒有想睡. 就這樣而已. 剛剛看了一部電影, 牽動了我的情緒, 引發了我的思維. 我讓我的頭腦自己去想它想要想的, 我讓我的心自己去經歷它感受到的情緒.

最近都一直在努力為工作做安排. 自己留給自己的時間很少, 幾乎所有的時間都花在想怎樣把工作做得更好上面. 一個人在做著一個人的事. 這種孤獨並不可怕, 可怕的是知道了過去的世界還在發生著一些跟自己有關的事. 我往一個已經裝滿水的杯子繼續倒水.

水流滿了整個桌面. 我看著水流到了地面, 弄濕了自己的腳.

電影里樂觀的主角說了一句:"it hurts." 然後就哭了出來, 淚水弄濕了他的衣服. 我帶著濕了的腳上床睡覺.

我慶幸今天你傳了簡訊給我, 內容是:"r u ok today?"

我會繼續愛你. 這是我現在僅剩的那點理智告訴我的. 什麼都不管了, 就這樣.

Well I can't tell you where I'm going, I'm not sure of where I've been

But I know I must keep travelin' till my road comes to an end

I'm out here on my journey, trying to make the most of it

I'm a puzzle, I must figure out where all my pieces fit

Like a poor wayfaring stranger that they speak about in song

I'm just a weary pilgrim trying to find what feels like home

Where that is no one can tell me, am I doomed to ever roam

I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin' on

Questions I have many, answers but a few

But we're here to learn, the spirit burns, to know the greater truth

We've all been crucified and they nailed Jesus to the tree

And when I'm born again, you're gonna see a change in me

God made me for a reason and nothing is in vain

Redemption comes in many shapes with many kinds of pain

Oh sweet Jesus if you're listening, keep me ever close to you

As I'm stumblin', tumblin', wonderin', as I'm travelin' thru

I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin' thru

I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin' thru

Oh sometimes the road is rugged, and it's hard to travel on

But holdin' to each other, we don't have to walk alone

When everything is broken, we can mend it if we try

We can make a world of difference, if we want to we can fly

Goodbye little children, goodnight you handsome men

Farewell to all you ladies and to all who knew me when

And I hope I'll see you down the road, you meant more than I knew

As I was travelin', travelin', travelin', travelin', travelin' thru

I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin'

Drifting like a floating boat and roaming like the wind

Oh give me some direction lord, let me lean on you

As I'm travelin', travelin', travelin', thru

I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin' thru

I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin' thru

Like the poor wayfaring stranger that they speak about in song
I'm just a weary pilgrim trying to find my own way home Oh sweet Jesus if you're out there, keep me ever close to you

As I'm travelin', travelin', travelin', as I'm travelin' thru

可是我全身都被硬化的脂肪包圍了. 這是企圖賣健身課程給我的那個女生說的.